Category Archives: joshua

a fairytale they say

the snow started coming down and eleanor wanted to build a snowman with her dad.  she waited patiently.  she let her wishes be known.  she left the request on her father’s ear. we were busy.  abe had a dance on … Continue reading

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so young at the start

i met a young man.  he was too popular and too talented and i watched from a distance, quiet.  i was so broken, i gambled a kiss with him and lost on purpose. our relationship has always been a gamble. … Continue reading

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wanted: one husband

i’ve spent the summer with my family. my husband has blurred.  he’s one of the five of us.  we’re all in this together. but i don’t know. sometimes i miss the two of us. apparently he could have been found … Continue reading

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husband

i’ve watched and waited for the anxious in him.  he’s not one to worry.  hurry doesn’t sound like a good idea.  he thinks about what to do and lets time shake a few things out before moving forward. he loves. … Continue reading

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sincere and pretend

and then it was december 25th. as soon as we find out we are pregnant, we put the tv out on the curb.  wanting to have integrity about raising a child without one, we thought we should get rid of … Continue reading

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for unto us a son is given

we had traveled for christmas. every holiday, a road trip, in the early days of our marriage. this time we landed with his family. the in-laws. the not mine. the other way of doing christmas, of doing family. in keeping … Continue reading

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the practice of staying in irons

seventy percent of the earth’s surface is covered by water. the human body is about seventy percent water, too. god may be trying to tell us something. each human being is a walking ocean. we, every one of us, has … Continue reading

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a little more than i knew

i find old letters.  we were engaged.  he was in chicago and i was in detroit. i read the words i wrote and i shake my head at love bold written down.  i wanted to be married to joshua. but … Continue reading

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public transportation

joshua rides the bus into the city.  he walks to woodward and catches the huffing, barreling road vehicle designed to carry passengers. he pays his fare and he gets on board.  he sits with the people who don’t have cars … Continue reading

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faith man

every june the days fall this way.  josh’s birthday and father’s day.  sometimes back to back.  sometimes on the very same day.  the burden and blessing that god won’t let up on for him. fatherhood. i’m loading dishes and he … Continue reading

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